FOUR DAYS.
Left until I go home for a week! Can't wait, I really need a break right now!
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100 miles away.
Saturday night. Amazing view over Berlin was seen by my brother and I.
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13 "
But I am free.
LANA DEL REY: intro. Ride
I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer.
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them
were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.
I was a singer - not a very popular one, I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet,
but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a
million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted,
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted,
and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living,
they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home. They have
no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay
your head. I was always an unusual girl.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed
personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman. Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession
for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to
a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people, and finally I did on the open road.
We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make
We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make
our lives into a work of art.
Live fast. Die young. Be wild. And have fun.
I believe in the country America used to be.
I believe in the person I want to become.
I believe in the freedom of the open road.
I believe in the country America used to be.
I believe in the person I want to become.
I believe in the freedom of the open road.
And my motto is the same as ever:
"I believe in the kindness of strangers. And
"I believe in the kindness of strangers. And
when I’m at war with myself I ride, I just ride."
Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.
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Simple.
Oh ok, so I have a lot to explain. No, not really it's quite easy. I'm sorry I haven't updated ANYTHING here, but I have a reason. I have had no internet because I have not been staying at my normal home this WHOLE week. So not until now, I have got internet on my computer again. But now, I'm back on track, I promise!
SO, theese are pictures from the weekend. My brother arrived on friday and flew back tonight to London. It has been AMAZING having him here. I love him so much and we have had such a good time together. I let the pictures speak for themselves.
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live laugh dance
Quote of le day.
P O S T C A R D
Even keeping the older ones updated. Love you my grandparents!
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Shanon (?)
Yet another good day. Loved the balletclass and contemporaryclss today, even though an extrem pain in my legs. I'm happy to be free from training tomorrow, kind of need to rest my legs a little.
Later today I met my friends and we went to Alexa and had a stroll around. Painted the swedish flag on my hand with eye-makeup and tried lots of perfumes. Then we ended up going to Starbucks where we all took ourselves a nice drink, for me a Caramel Macchiato, really good.
Then Alessia and I went to the square of A.platz and wrote some stuff on the ground, hihi feeling childish! And then on our way to the underground station, we stopped for a while to listen to theese two excellent drummers, they were so so so good! Really admired them.
When our ears got tired, haha, we went home to Alessia and had sushi, watched funny stuff on youtube, listened to music and laughed a lot. So, yet another happy day.
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Greatness
pics from ma instagram @shandongo
Friday the 13th.. hmm, doesn't really feel ike it because it's been a great day. I just found out that I will be sharing an apartment with my friend Alessia (in the pictures to the left), from october! OH, I am so happy! It's going to be so great having an own apartment and not a room in a family. It's been good too, but it has its' disadvantages. And my mum booked a flight for me today, to go back to Sweden for my holiday in two weeks, yeeey! It's going to be so fun to see everybody back home again. Oh happy days, is all I can say.
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Those shining lights
From Sunday. Love this friend of mine, Indra, makes me smile everyday!
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S u n d a y
This weekend was really good. Apart from the lovely saturday with my dad, sunday was a great day too! I spent nearly the whole day with my friends at Alexander Platz where we went round shops, took at least 200 pics, had dinner and were crazy. Love to you my new friends, so happy I met you!
Even more pics to come, finally my gallery is full with unshown photos, love it. Good night my swedish, english and german people!
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Saturday fever
Busy, great, lovely, sunny and best weekend in a long time!
A few pics from saturday with my dearest daddy, love you!
More to come. Night night
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T H U R S D A Y
Haha love these pictures of Michele and I! We were going to take one (ONE) picture but the photographer (Indra) took like 20 or something and so we weren't prepard.. Really, the unplanned pictures are the best. ♥
So, to update you with my life.. feel a bit stupid saying that but what ever. SO, nothing special happend today really, had a contemporary lesson in the end of the school day and that I always enjoy. I really like classical ballet and modern, not just one or the other. And neo-classical choreographies are my weakness, so gorgeous! One day I'll be doing that, it's my dream.
Tomorrow my dad is comming, wihooOooo! I'm so excited and can't wait to see him! He's arriving in the evening so we will go and have a dinner together. And it's Friday tomorrow, finally, I need a weekend like most of us!
But now.. I have to say good night, I could do with some sleep! Love to you all.
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simple food
Ginger tea. You need: hot water, rasberry jam, chopped ginger, lemon or lime and a little bit of honey or sugar. Best for colds or preventing colds!
Bananas. So good for a quick energi fill-up, after or before training and you can use it in baking and banana pancakes.
Omelett. So easy, lemon squizyyyy! You just need a few eggs, a drop a milk and some cheese and vegetables or something else and fry it for a couple of minutes, and then tadaaaaaaah, you got a great meal!
Just some random tips for you on a wednesday, like, why not? Good night guys, have a nice sleep!
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London.
TBT # London 2012
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Sunday mornings.
Hello there,
today is Tuesday and my day was really good. I had german, music, maths, ballet, repetoar and improvisation. I really enjoy the school here and I feel stronger for each day, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger haha!
My dad is comming on friday until sunday so the weekend will be nice because I haven't seen my him for nearly a month. Time goes so fast! And tonight as well, time for me to sleep! Good night everyone <3
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P A R T Y
Hello guys,
yesterday was great fun. Today I'm a bit tired haha, and haven't done very much. Mostly skyped with my family and friends. Have a good evening!
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